I decided to take on the world....

what was I thinking?
I decided to take on the Christmas program....I agreed before I knew all of the stipulations though. I have been given strict parameters as to how I am allowed to do this and I should have asked before I agreed. I have thought of my own ways to subvert the parameters but that isn't the point... I guess that teaches my to agree to do something before I know all of the details. My sister and my cousins Sherri and Stefani and Chelsea have all agreed to help me but it was clear from the beginning that I am the one taking the helm on this one. Which would be fine if I didn't have some many expectations about how it should be done put on me by the ones I took it over from. I just feel like saying, " you didn't want to do it anymore. I am more than willing to take it over but it is going to be on my terms, not yours and if you don't like that then you can get someone else to do it!" But I didn't. I am sucking it up and doing it mostly how they want me to. What a good little follower I am.

In other news, I am still looking for a good job and still working at Target, which is a fine place to work but I can already tell after two weeks that it isn't something I want to do long-term. but it is a great job for the in between, if you will.